Initially, I started this blog as a way to cope with this hellish place they've named high school. I didn't see myself getting this far to be honest and I thought it'd end up being a memoir in my name when I eventually decided to take my life. I know it sounds bad but hey, I didn't do it. Anyway, next Wednesday which is exactly a week from now I close for the last time ever because 3 weeks after that, my exams will begin. It feels strange to say that like I genuinely thought I'd be stuck here forever. I know it's dramatic but time moved so torturously slow back then. I didn't know if it would ever end and if I could bare to hang on any longer but I did. And now I get to look back and be proud that I stuck it out as long as I did.
This isn't going to be my final entry, I'll wrap this blog up on the day of graduation so that it can be a time-capsule of some sort from an era where I suffered the most but grew the most as well. I would like to say that it's easy to throw in the towel and take the easy route. I begged my parents so many times to take me somewhere else but I'm glad that they didn't because I had to be uncomfortable in order for me to change.
One word of advice I'd give someone whose shoes I was once in--a junior watching seniors finally be free from the daily torture and moving on to start their lives--don't ever doubt that that could be you. It'll come faster thank you think then you'll be wishing time would slow down. Every stage comes with its challenges, so just be strong for a little while. I promise you, it's worth it.
